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Demon or Angel?

It’s better to fight…

I kicked out Loverboy AKA boy toy because he lied, again, ignored me until I yelled and became aggressive, then all he had were flimsy excuses and smoke and mirror tactics.

With A Known Demon…

I didn’t miss him, this time. I didn’t have any tears to shed or good memories to think of or areas he usually occupied. This time, I simply started doing what I needed to
do to care for me. At this point, that meant keeping my sick ass in bed.

Then dance…

A couple of days prior, a friend brought someone with them when they visited.

I had associated with this man about 10 years

ago. I don’t have much in the way of memories,

just a vague feeling mostly.

He talked about subjects that I was interested in… while visiting Loverboy and me. I remember

him looking into my eyes, not at them.
I felt like he was trying to get to know me,

though he spoke mostly to Loverboy. (Respect

to the man)
in… while visiting Loverboy and me. I remember

him looking into my eyes, not at them.
I felt like he was trying to get to know me,

though he spoke mostly to Loverboy. (Respect

to the man)
I felt like he was trying to get to know me,

though he spoke mostly to Loverboy.

(Respect to the man)

My mind started racing. My breathing became shallow.

became shallow. I couldn’t figure out why I was

panicking. The only thing different from

any other visit was the subject matter.

I let our social butterfly take over. She has no name because she only exists when in social

situations.
no name because she only exists when in social

situations.

With An Unknown Angel…

Jenfer stopped crying. The silence left behind by her lack of sobbing echoed throughout

our mind.
behind by her lack of sobbing echoed throughout

our mind.

Everyone watched Jenner and Jenny lead a quiet and interested Jenfer to the front of the mind.

quiet and interested Jenfer to the front of the mind.

No one spoke and no one moved. Jenner rarely stops crying. She has only had interest in

anything a dozen times in 44 years.
stops crying. She has only had interest in

anything a dozen times in 44 years.

Jenfer never showed interest in anything

outside. Jenfer didn’t make any sounds at all.

She never communicated with anything that

I know of.

Jenner and Jenfer stopped just behind social butterfly and stretched out their hands.
When their arms were fully extended, they

opened and closed their fingers.
butterfly and stretched out their hands.
When their arms were fully extended, they

opened and closed their fingers.
When their arms were fully extended, they

opened and closed their fingers.

They continued this action the entire time this man was visiting.

man was visiting.

Whenever Jenner noticed someone before, there was always curiosity, questions, and

confusion. Not this time. She simply wanted him.
there was always curiosity, questions, and

confusion. Not this time. She simply wanted him.

For the first time any of us could remember,

Jenfer took interest in something.

Until next time…

By Jen Christopherson

Jenna (Jen) Christopherson is a person of dreams, realistic and extraordinary. Her favorite hobby is to read and her passion for writing is unparalleled. As a child, she read a library and then wrote a library.

"In the heart of what is good there is a storm of sinister proportion." As said by the very same.

Nothing is without balance.

Josh Prugle

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